i'm sad ): really really really sad.. sigh. i dont know. i just feel like we're not fated. the feelings sucks to see you walk away. why did this even happen to us in the first place. i dont even frigging hell know. hmmm. i tried to speak up, but i cant. i wished i didnt know you in the first place. i failed to be your friend. i'm sorry.. everything about you matters to me. i had to fall, to loose it all. I'VE LOST A FRIEND.
oh, chongyiping, you know what? you suck big big time man. bury the letters that you give, alive.
i realised that i havent been blogging for quite awhile. so i'm here to blog again((:
met akiko at hougang mall at two pus going three. took train to lavender then walked to beach road to buy my camp stuff. bought poncho, one long sleeve shirt and three singlets. bought dowel pole too. and i gotta walk around with it. so embarassing. took bus to parkway to meet geraldine and akiko's friends after that. oh, and geraldine's so kind to help me hold my pole(: thanks alot mann. then after that, we left parkway and we took cab to wisma to pass karin her clothes. we went to compass next but karin left and went to ps. ate at macs then geraldine took 80 home. called her later on to see if she have track pants to lend me. then me and akiko took bus to geraldine's house to take track pants from her. and something happen on the way to geraldine's house. the bus broke down-.- how cool. got down the bus and waited for the next bus to come. slack at geraldine's void deck for awhile. then akiko wanted to go home. so geraldine went back home and i took bus home. so that's all for today(:
alright, off to camp tomorrow. will be back on saturday. i'll miss everyone. especially YOU.
WEDNESDAY(: went to meet akiko, irene and sherlyn at compass at around 2.30p.m. after i reached, i asked them to come to the basement toilet to find me. had a bad stomach ache. after that, we went to arcade(: watched irene play initial D for quite awhile. stephanie and kimberly came afterwards. then they went to have their lunch at mos burger and they came down again. next, played time crisis 3 with akiko then irene continued with akiko after i die in the game(: haha. then irene and sherlyn left. went to the stairs beside okinawam, sat there and waited for kimberly to finish her food that she bought. we decided go cine to catch a movie and we ended up watching ocean thirteen(: bought the 4.15 one. we bought a large combo which is a large popcorn and two large ice lemon tea too. went in to the cinema and it's super duper uber cold can. was freezing like some cold chicken. ha. movie ended at around 6.30. went to eat long johns after that and lynne came to join us. stephanie and kimberly had tuition at 8 so they left after thay had their dinner. then me akiko and lynne walked from somerset to dhoby ghaut and took mrt from there. went home after that. that's all for today((:i had fun today :D
THURSDAY(: went out with my sister to catch ocean thirteen againn-.- wanted to stay at home but she said she'll treat me to movie so i went with her. hahaha. the cinema inside's not that cold compared to yeaterday's. yesterday's one is really cold until cannot cold already. ha. after watching, went to kfc. ate miso crunch meal. it's not bad lah. went home after that(: OCEAN THIRTEEN'S REALLY NICE! GO CATCH IT(: i can assure you that you wont regret it :D
TODAY(: met audrey at mrt before going to skcc for SANA course. was almost late. and alot of schools like senkang sec, punggol sec, peicai sec, north vista sec, nan chiau sec, etc were there too. the lecture was really boring-.- and i almost fell asleep. damn tired. we had 5 min break at around 9. went to toilet to pee then went back to the room. and the place where i sit is super cold until i cannot take it anymore okay. forgot to bring my jacket): kept sneezing throughout the lecture. the trainers are really funny people(: they keep joking around. but when come to serious business, they're damn strict. kept shouting and shouting and their throat can burst one day okay. next, one of the trainer show us a video on caning in jail. super disgusting okay! the prisoner's butt became swallon and keep bleeding like hell. then, we had another break at 12.15. this time we had our lunch. our lunch is quite okay though. the pineapple rice dont even taste like pinapple rice-.- it's just, tasteless. had vegetable too but it's like soaky soaky one. fucking gross, so i threw it away(: the best is the chicken wing lah :D had mango pudding after that. and it's damn damn damn sweet okay. but I LIKE((: haha. went back to prepare for our drug course and they gave us time to study then we had our test on drugs abuse, glue sniffing and the concequences if you take those drugs and all. 20 questions on MCQ and 10 questions on true or false questions. it's quite difficult lah. after the test, the trainers gave us some time to prepare our roleplay. and guess what. i acted as the MOTHER-.- so retarded. joleen and vanessa cannot stop laughing at the front row lah. make me so throw face. hmmm. and i think that my group's roleplay is damn funny can. laugh until stomach pain. hahaha. then after all the groups that have presented the roleplay, we had our free time(: i'll update the photos on joleen and vanessa next time. my computer's going crazy.
GOODBYE WORLD! (: i miss you alot alot alot): when can i ever get to see you again.. when school reopens? that's still long wayy to go)):
out with akiko, lynne and sherlyn today. went to compass to meet them at around 4. took bus 27 to ikea(: when to second floor first. and sherlyn's going crazy over red stuff okay. oh, then she went to take trolley and put her things inside. then i sit in the trolley while akiko and sherlyn push me(: the good thing is, i dont need to walk :D haha. sherlyn saw this octopus soft toy and she gave a name to it. it's called octoPUSSY-.- damn sickkk can. hahaha, so fucking retarded(: and she keep taking the octopus along with her. ha. then she took forks, spoons, plate, glass bottle, box, soft toys and more soft toys and she'll throw it in the trolley. akiko bought this bowl for her dog, a baking knife? and one or two other things. cant remember(: then until the end of the day when they're gonna pay up, sherlyn will say goodbye to everything that she dont want and she ended up buying three boxes in one packet-.- how pathetic hur. then went to the food court there to eat(: was damn hungry luh. me and sherlyn bought theis curry chicken with rice set. and it cost five bucks each. i can say that the curry chicken's really delicious :D super duper uber yummy((: then akiko and lynne shared a plate of meatballs with potatoes. looks yummy too(: but i didnt try it.
after eating, walked to giant. went up to second floor then came back to first floor-.- lynne bought beer from 7-eleven and we all share(: akiko said the smell's okay but the taste sucks. but i think it's okay(: then akiko got a lil' high after that-.- took bus back to compass then walk around. akiko wanted to take neoprints but we ended up not taking. then everyone went home around 8 plus. rot in compass for awhile. then walked to the bus stop which is before our school bus stop. sat there till like 9 plus then took 119 to the bus stop opposite oln then took 136 from there and HOME-D((: i think we had so much funnn at ikea luh :D okay, shall end here then.
GOOODBYE WORLD(: oh man, the date tomorrow's cancelled ): please dont leave me here on earth )): you said you will take me along with you.. but i guess not this time.
going out with akiko later. irene will be coming at four plus, sherlyn, not confirmed yet. i think i'll be buying clothes, shop and all. i'm not in the mood to blog now. hmmm.
i'm feeling a little weird now adays. i dont know why. i'm sorry if i've given you such an attitude, but.. i dont know what to say. i'm sorry ))): i really am..
