another tiring day.
like almost everyday i'm tired.
not almost, but all the time (:
so yeah, hahaha.
after school, stayed back.
didnt eat lunch or breakfast.
stayed back with joanne and the rest.
went over to talk to patricia and susanna.
watched the netball people play after that.
then at around six plus,
those people came back from the home econs field trip thing.
went to compass with steph, kim and cindy.
cindy walked with us to compass and left for home.
bought sundae from macs and they bought vanilla cone.
walked around compass then went to wait for my bus.
saw iryani and grace.
talked to them for awhile then my bus came.
overslept in the bus-.-
was frigging tired.
went all the way to bishan then i woke up.
took bus back to my house from the opposite side.
home after that :D

finally, i got to see you today(:
i'm over the moonnn :DD

heyy there ):
school today was quite okay.
hmmm.
another tiring day.
after school, had lunch with akiko and fenyx.
then fenyx went for her math remedial
while me and akiko went for some dumb field trip thing.
the bus came at around 3.
reached little india at 3.25 i think.
actually we were suppose to go to this eurasian enclave place
but we ended up in little india-.-
but yeah. didnt have much fun there.
and the place stinks okay. like seriously.
and everybody were sweating like hell can.
so hot there. haaa.
took alot of pictures on stuff like spices and all.
when to this restaurant after that.
they gave us this malay food thing
and i swear it taste like shit okay.
or maybe not that bad lah.
but still not nicee. (:
went back school later on.
then dismissed.
oh, and joanna lee caught me for using my phone in the bus.
and she confiscated my phone ):
wah lao eh, bitch lah she.
i want back my phone ))))))))))))):
like badlyyy..
and i'm like fucking hell using this lao pok phone.
so not use to it lah. tskk.
today's such an unlucky day.
hmmm.
gooodbye world. ):

i want to text you, but not with this phone.
cause i wont be able to keep your messages. ):
imissyou.

today, school was rather alright.
slept in most of the lessons.
gosh, was feeling damn damn tired.
then after school, went compass.
with val and audrey.
val went off to meet her friend
while me and audrey went to 7eleven.
bought cup noodles and ate it there.
bought slurpee too(:
took 119 back to school for some narcortic thingy.
we've to complete our 18 posters by today.
painted and finally, completed.
at least today's one is not as bad as the last training.
i dirtied my track pants last training okay.
then hell lots of paints were on it lah.
my sec two camp shirt too.
but today's so much more better.
the paints were only on my hands and legs.
and thanks arh carmen,
for drawing a big huge gigantic line across my leg-.-
but thanks god, i was able to wash it off :D
after painting, went to compass with audrey.
she left for home while i waited for my 156 bus.
purposely miss two buses.
too lazy to get up the bus cause there were so many people.
while waiting, cheryl and nerissa came.
and they were taking the same bus as me too(:
then cheryl saw this music bus and she thought it's coming our way
so we got up and walked to the queue.
but after two minutes, we realised that it's not our bus-.-
hahaha, so retarded lah!
the next bus came, went up the bus.
home-d next.
i should have followed grace, steph and all to kfc.
mannn, i missed it ):
i didnt see you for a day and i already feel like dying.

I LOVE YOU, I REALLY DO.

racial harmony day-.-
wore a white tee with black skinny jeans to school today.
mum went to gail's house to fetch her to school.
then met up with akiko outside school.
she wore a blue stripe collar tee with black skinny jeans too.
everyone keep staring at us as if we're aliens-.-
wanted to go in school late but decide not to later on.
was so fun to see everybody in their different ethnic costumes(:
hahaha, some look kinda weird uh.
lessons are as usual. saddd.
after school, had np training.
had lunch with carmen in the canteen,
then went toilet to change into sec two camp shirt with track pants.
fall-in outside np store at 2.30.
only 13 people turned up-.-
others went off to practice footdrills for third class drill.
but only 7 people dont need to practice,
and those people are, me, audrey, grace, carmen, steph, vanessa and marie.
haha, we did this narcotic thingy.
sat down in front of the np store and started doing the stuff.
painted like nobody's business okay.
and we played with the paints until my hands and track pants are sooo colourful now(:
hahaha, what the helll.
so went toilet to wash our hands with thinner and soap and water :D
my hands were burning like crazyy okay.
think i put too much thinner already-.-
had footdrills for awhile while we're waiting for the paints on the cardboards to dry.
jacqueline ma'am test us on our commands.
was laughing throughout the whole footdrill practice(:
sooooo funny lah!
then went to mr sim's home room to put 8 of our cardboards for it to dry.
need to collect it from his class room next monday.
had de-brief later on(:

went compass with the 6 of them except carmen.
had dinner there(:
went to cup walker and bought pearl milk tea.
then went down to macs to buy large fries.
eat until can go crazy already.
then took bus home with steph.
home-d nexttt :D
used my old phone.
browsed through that old phone of mine.
read all the 141 messages that you sent to me last time.
think about the past.
you told me why we cant be together.
i think about alot of things that we talked about.
think about your birthday, those things that i gave you during that day.
i regretted. alot.
and what's more?
what's the point of doing all these?
you wont even give me a chance.
that's the best part. seriously.
)))))))))))))))))))):

had training today.
it was quite fun though.
fall-in outside np store at 2.30.
did some warm up before we play captains ball with the sec ones.
played for almost the whole training.
and i was the goalkeeper(:
hahaha.
was rather tiring.
under the sun for quite long.
anyway, i'm not in the mood to blog now.
shall end here then.
goodbye people.

it's been quite some time since we last spoke.
please take care of yourself.
when i talk to you online just now,
we ended the conversation like after ten sentences)):
i guess we dont really have anything to talk about.
IMISSYOU.
i feel so sad when i see you run under the sun for so long.
how i wish i could take over you and run for you.
to help you run forever,
i want to be there for you.
))))))))))))):

akiko didnt come to school today.
she was not feeling well i guess.
school today was quite okay.
was sleeping for most of the lessons
cause i was having a bad headache and a bad stomach ache.
and was not feeling well.
hmmm.
lessons were quite boring today.
not in the mood for anything at all.
after school, went to compass.
had cip later.
ate at yoshi with irene, sherlyn and jasmine.
after that, went up to 7 eleven to meet fatin and shasha.
waited for akiko to come.
while waiting, fatin called the childcare teacher.
then she said that we dont need to come already cause the kids are having activities now-.-
it's like what the fuck lah.
actually we're suppose to reach the childcare at 3.30
but we're still at compass at 4.
so, called akiko and told her that cip is cancelled.
and she got so pissed.
well in fact, everyone's pissed.
when to burger king next.
sat at the chair near the exit waiting for akiko to come.
after she reached, she went up to find her friend.
then me, irene and sherlyn went to take 119.
sherlyn dropped at the bus stop after the school bus stop.
went irene's house later on.
she went up to her house to change while i waited for her at the void deck.
then next, both of us went to punggol cc to play basketball.
went to the toilet there and changed into the shirt irene lend me.
put our bags down at one corner then we started playing ball.
and i swear the guys there are fucking annoying okay.
so annoying until i could slap them.
played till 6 plus then walked to hougang mall to meet akiko.
sat at macs there.
waited for olivia and geraldine to come.
and they took forever to come okay.
olivia reached first then geraldine next.
olivia keep making us laugh lah! :D
and she keep making that constipated face-.-
so retarded lahh!(:
ate mcflurry for dinner.
stomach wasnt feeling well so didnt eat much.
gastric pain i guess.
oh, and i bought bubble tea after that too.
then akiko and olivia had their dinner in macs.
talked quite alot. LAUGHED the most((:
hahaha. then olivia spilled her sundae on her uniform.
then she was like totally grossed out lah!
and she keep complaining that her uniform's sticky and all.
irene gotta go home, so she left after that.
then we walked around hougang mall for awhile.
then took bus 147 with akiko.
she alighted at her house there.
so home-d next(:

I STILL MISS FRIDAY NIGHT.
it's been quite awhile since we last talked):
imissyou.

i dont like tuesday, which is the day before yesterday.
i dont know why, but.. it's just, ya.
i still cant stop thinking about the messages that you're sent me.
after i read the second message that you sent me,
i just broke down and cry.
that's nothing i can do.
am i right?
you said i'll definitely find someone else better,
but i dont think i can, besides you.
I'M SAD ):

okay, tomrrow's farewell night.
and i dont want tomorrow to come, seriously.
i wont cry, cause big girls dont cry(:
give me a chance please? ):
i wont make you regret, for sure.

TODAY
school was not bad.
after school,
went punggol end with audrey, jasmine and nerissa
reached punggol end, and when we were walking deeper in,
i was reading all the words written on the rocks
and i can remember this rock but i cant find it.
hmmm.
sat on the rocks for awhile and we walked back to the front again.
then, audrey found this tyre buried under the sand,
but still can see part of it.
then we suggested to dig it out(:
and we did.
all of us were being a retard i swear! hahaha.
we dig for like almost an hour but we still cannot lift it up.
cause the sea water kept coming in to the sand
then the sand will like go back to its original place.
so irritating luh.
but it's easier to dig the sand with water though.
then we began to sweat like crazy
so we decided to take off our uniform.
then we find it super duper difficult to dig with our shoes
and we took out our shoes too(:
dig for quite some time already then we're like damn tired
in the end, we still give up.
cause it's too difficult to pull it out, so yeah.

went back to school next.
played ball with jas, sam and audrey.
went to compass around six plus after playing ball.
audrey went home after that.
macs next to buy mcflurry(:
then later, me, jas and nerissa went to lrt to rot.
then home next(:

i realised that i went back home super duper uber early today :D

uh huh.

went to cut hair at hougang mall's ec house.
and cheryl sou was kind enough to follow me.
she waited at the library while i go cut my hair (:
thenn after cutting my hair, she went home.
stood at one corner.
called jasmine and asked her what time will she be coming.
cause she asked me to have dinner with her :D
then, saw karin and her friend walked pass.
hahaha, okay.
sat at a bench outside hougang mall.
karin came to sit beside me and we talk and talk and talk ((:
ha. then i send her to the bus stop,
cause she needs to go home.
see! i'm so kind(:
she told me some jokes when we're walking to the bus stop,
and it's really funny!
HAHA. and also very retarded okay :D
waited for her bus for quite awhile and she left after that.
waited for quite long then jasmine came.
had dinner at kfc.
then went to jasmine's house to play ball.
then went home(:

when you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too
when you're gone
the words i need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it okay

i miss you.
i thought we were meant for each other, but we're not.